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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Show Up and Let Go

 "Girl Candy"
Oil on linen - 9x12"

In a recent post I talked about being flexible rather than tightly wound when life throws us curve balls. In this post I'd like to share what I have learned about how this theory applies to painting.

Askin' for Trouble

In the beginning of a painting, all is good as I start making marks and get things going, but soon, and almost always, I find myself in the "ugly duckling" stage, in that tenuous middle of the painting place where I am not at all sure of a successful outcome. This is when the door to anxious and stressed swings open, beckoning to me to "take charge", and I have found walking through it inevitably leads to my trying to wrestle the painting to the ground, a game I often lose.

A Better Approach

Instead of getting busy trying to predict and control what's going to happen next when in that uncertain place, there's an option to make the much more spacious choice of sensing and responding to what's happening. In this space, there is room for more than just us. The painting and the subject also have something to contribute if we take the time to contemplate and listen.

As you paint, the process of relativity begins, and the painting starts to take on a life of its own. It has valuable information to offer about what to do next, as does the subject, but if you are locked on to a rigid idea about where you want to go, and what needs to happen to get there, you'll miss the great info that is being offered up. It helps to remember that painting isn’t something you do to a canvas - it is a dance between artist, subject and painting, an ongoing conversation until together you have decided the expression is complete.

 "Girl Candy" - detail

Carolyn Anderson taught me: "Having a fixed idea about how a painting will go is like walking down a hallway slamming doors of possibility closed behind you." Valuable advice, it's a reminder to step back often and make room for curiosity and intuition to be a part of the painting process. Pay attention, be flexible, and trust - everything you need to know is right there with you.

19 comments:

  1. Well said Liz! Having wrestled a few too many paintings myself I think I will take your advice and just show up and let go! I love the fun colors on this one.

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  2. What an amazing painting and thank you for sharing your advice!

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  3. This turned out beautifully! Nice title too. I've always wanted to take a workshop with Carolyn, maybe if I ever more back to the states I'll be able to catch one.

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  4. Thank you for those well-put thoughts, Liz! I often forget about the needed interaction...then land in trouble.
    Love your painting!

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  5. Very well said, Liz. I'm in the middle of the same 'battle' right now. Hoping to win it, of course!

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    1. In the midst of battle I find it helpful to ask, "What's possible here?"

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  6. That is such wise advice and you put it so eloquently. Trusting the process is SO hard! I have recommended your blog to many. Your insights are invaluable. Thank you!

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    1. Thanks for your lovely comments Nancy, and thanks so much for sharing my blog, I really appreciate that you find value in it.

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  7. Love this whimsical piece and the lessons learned!

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  8. You have expressed such an important element of creating and enjoying the creative process. It's kind of like the "growing pains" that we experience in so many ways in life.
    Well said - gloves are obviously applauding!

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    1. Lol! That cracked me up Dorothy, should have thought of the gloves applauding while I was painting them into life.

      Wouldn't that be a great perspective, imagining your painting applauding you as you're painting it!

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  9. An interesting read and a lovely work.

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  10. Thank you for this wise information. I don't think it that has been said any better.

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  11. Very important thoughts, giving yourself permission to be part of that conversation not just a spectator to the process, a slave to the reference is what I find difficult. Love the painting, when did you think of the title (which I love) before,during,after?

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    1. Hey Randy, thought of the title about 3/4's of the way through. Kept rolling a lot of (really lame) names around and then this one occurred to me and immediately resonated.

      Glad you like it :-)

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  12. Wonderful color and light. It looks like something from a bygone era.

    There is an adventure waiting every time we attempt to put our vision on canvas. The painting has a mind of its own.

    Love it.
    Paul

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  13. Beautiful painting and wonderful lesson!

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  14. I love the dance metaphor. I've long thought that there's an ongoing conversation among artist, painting and viewer. I see I should add painting-subject to the mix as well.
    It's a wonderful painting you've done.
    Isn't Carolyn Anderson the best teacher ever!

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